I don’t know what it is that’s got me feeling so low. I need to reevaluate what I want. Things are changing fast.
I believe in music.
In it’s spirituality, it’s exaltation, it’s ecstatic nobility, it’s humor, it’s power to penetrate to the basic fineness of every human being. The sound which flows through the mind with a concentrated intensity that baffles description. The sound which is the very life, sum, and substance of faith and feeling. The way it has the ability to secrete to the depths of my heart. It’s potency to lure me away from reality into this world where all that exists is the substantial elements of the music and me. Food for my starved soul and the waves that interlink my mind. My obscured emotions redacted into words, beats, and bases, all transposed to produce this beautiful, eargasmic nirvana that assists to avail my sense of logic when the world seems to have none.
my life in one word
(Source: thefamemonsterrrr, via urbanishh)
Its crazy to look back and realize how many people aren’t in your life anymore, or how much you don’t talk to a person anymore. I would say the people in your life right now, are the truest. Stuck by through the tough times and still managed,somehow, to stick by. Those who you might not speak with, weren’t probably that important to fight for.
It seems as though whenever a person tries to get too close , I push them away . I don’t know why I do this but that’s what I’ve noticed happening . I guess I have to let down some barriers .
Too many young folk have addiction to superficial things and not enough conviction for substantial things like justice, truth, and love
—Cornel West
“I’m lonely…I need a boyfriend/girlfriend”
First off, you don’t ever need anyone. Second, you must not like yourself that much to say that in the first place. Enjoy your own company. Learn to appreciate that alone time, embrace it because someone isn’t going to be attached at the hip with you 24/7. Do something new, read a book, go shopping, go hang out with some friends, just do something. No one should ever be lonely to the point where they need someone. Have and enjoy your own time/life before you share it with someone else
(via marissamts)
